zhu ni shengri kuaile wo mama he wo waisheng

assalamualaikum.

yesterday was my mom and little nephew paei birthday. God i miss them so much. yeayh little cries going out but what to do? i called my home phone number. my dad pick up the called. i ask him what he is do? how is going his health? he said all was fine. i was worried about my parent health nowadays. my dad just finished eyes operated. hopefully his eyes could be recovered  as soon as well. hmm then my dad give the phone to mom.. God, if u know what this feeling. im hurt. i should be appreciate them more. i love them. i need them. i got lot of wrongs to them and i have to prove myself that i can do better for them. i can live happily for them. when i was talking to mom, my mom cannot listen to my voice clearly. might be, the medical effected during her dialysis or some illness too. i feel lost. really lost person. i wanted more. i want mom can answer my question. i want my mom hear to all what i said. i was talking too loudly and my mom talk like she hear what i saying about. its look like an acting. mom im sorry if u are also hurt when we are talking.

ermm,, just missing them much and more...

love,

teamoHada