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Saturday, March 5, 2022

kita pilih

Kita boleh hidup seperti mana yang kita mahu.. 

Kalau kita pilih bersedih maka bersedihla

Kalau kita pilih menangis maka tangislah 

Kalau kita rasa kita marah maka luah lah 

Nobody perfect and..

nobody can force us to stop for what do we feel about our self..

Tapi dalam hidup kita yang ada pilihan.. 

bolekah?

Kita cuba untuk pilih yang lebih baik dulu 

Adakah sedih dapat memberi kepuasan 

Adakah menangis menghilangkan resah

Adakah marah memudahkan urusan

Dan Jika kita pilih untuk tutup rasa berduka 

Maka pilih saja untuk tersenyum 

Biar rasa duka larut sendiri 

Biar rasa Lara hilang berlalu begitu 

Biar tangis itu tidak dilihat 

Biar rasa yang begitu hanya rasa sebentar

Hanya saja untuk kita rasa sendiri..

Iya.. berharapla cuma sebentar 

Yang akhirnya akan muncul pelangi 

Walaupun juga datangnya sebentar 

Kerana itulah hidup

Di alam dunia 


In another life

tH

Tuesday, December 22, 2020

frust

Tonight I feel a little bit frustrated.. Only about a tiny matter but really matter.. Is it hard to give support.. I don't need anyone but only you.. is it hard to do so?  Not once but repeated negative words.. I don't care if not you but you.. Why? Because you see I don't have talent and that what you keep pushing and saying hurting words?  If popcorn  explode anytime  so do I..  Am I telling what you should not say is telling me rude?  I cannot tahan with all down words!!!  I really cannot.. You are not motivated!  You don't give me courage! You made me coward!! All that when you treat people wrong! Not now but since they are young.. Food words that broken and been eating so long..  So what the children can be in future.. Nothing more and less... The child in judgement and Everyone in judgement! That the pity person cannot do anything ! Because you feed that food.. Where or when they grow up they cannot identify which is really good for themselves... Because you made them think that they are not possible to do anything but everything is impossible to be achieved... You never can see the real picture! If just that person you thought is rude you are really wrong because you underestimate that person..  One thing you should feelings worried is where that person start up to spill and spit everything.. Because that person not only can be seen as a rude one but beyond of your expectations.. Life is actually just simply simple when you is being kind to each other.. But never forget that our earth is spinning.. And it's matters of time.. 

Sunday, June 21, 2020

Sumpah ku

Salain dari perasaan sedih kecewa marah. 

Aku juga sering terganggu dengan bayangan memegang pisau dan aku ugut untuk bunuh diri dan aku halakan pisau itu pada siapa yang menyebabkan aku terancam. 

Suara aku garau dan menempelak siapa sahaja didepan aku. 

Halangan demi halangan aku tempis dengan kasar. 

Aku menjerit sesungguhnya. Mata,aku jeling. Badan aku mengeras.

Pelbagai sumpahan dan cacian keluar dari mulut. 

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Tidak ini bukan aku. Aku menampar pipi beberapa kali. Aku katakan ; Ini bukan aku, aku masih berfikir logik. 

menjerit terlolong-lolong. Sang suara tidak kedengaran. Tidak itu bukan aku! 


Lalu  bayangan makin kabur dan menghilang. Datang dan pergi tidak diundang.

Besyukur Tuhan masih sayang.  Aku masih mengawal diri.

Namun jika ia berulang kembali.. mampukan suara hatiku menutupinya lagi?

Takut pada ketidak tahanan diri.. Aku bukan sang gagah.. jiwa ku rapuh dan senang sekali terkoyak. 

Aku takut jika tidak lagi terkawal maka aku bukan lagi aku. 

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Tinggalkan aku sendiri. biarkan aku bermonolog sendiri.. Tutup mulut kamu. Lari. 

Jangan sampai kau terbunuh.



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Jika punggung tidak cukup panas untuk berdiri.. gunakan matamu untuk melihat.. gunakan telingamu untuk mendengar.. hati untuk merasa.. '

tapi malangnya.. lidahmu panjang dan tajam dalam berkata-kata.. hingga katakatamu yang remeh menjadi kecil.. laju membesar dan tinggi.. menggoncang para kayu yang hampir roboh..


sukarkah untuk berkata hal yang baik? sukarkah untuk menuturkan perkataan yang elok? sukarkah untuk mengalah? 


menegak benang yang basah.. yang jika benar mengikut perkiraanmu, tiada rugi untuk berhenti.. yang jika salah mengikut pandanganmu tiada sia-sia untuk berhenti..


jika kamu sememangnya kuat.. yang cekal hatinya kenapa masih ingin berlawanan? yang biasa-biasa saja menjadi luar biasa.. dari menasihati menjadi hinaan? 

kerana ada diantara kita masih belum tahu perbezaan.. 

Marah itu nanti responsnya bagaimana?

sedih itu bagaimana pula?

kecewa menangis, menjerit, terdiam lain lagi..


kerana ada dianatara kita suka mencampuradukkan semua.. selagi boleh menengakkan apa yang dirasa lalu membiarakan sang ikan didaratan..


mungkinkah perlu munculnya watak baru? .....



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A friend to be A stranger

I don't know either I or you.

But one thing for sure. We are stranger now.  From stranger become friends. Become a very special. Then become stranger again. I told you many time. I really don't have anyone else that close to me. Only you. You and you. But unlucky me when you make that distance. You kept update frustrated angry, disappointing  and emotional status. Which again I don't know if the objective is for me or I'm overwhelmed by that status.

So today you update again.

I don't know if I were doing wrong. I don't know if I'm sensitive. But surely now I know how important I am to you. Not as much as I really want you to be part of my life. I never thought to become strangers again to someone I really know. I want to care. I want to share what ever happened and I feel with. But then I wrong.. more I want that relationship become closer then yes it was vice versa.

I want to take whatever you update was nothing  which not related with me. But I just can't. Now I take it as seriously. If that's not about us then you never act like you never know me. Your silence. Your ignorance. Why we have to be this way.

I want you know. What ever happened  you may hurt by me. I'm sorry. But I won't sorry for being ignorant too. This time. I won't be easy. As it's  your time to to make things right again. If I as important you in part of my life.

Even I don't own anyone I won't crawl seeking for you to be there for me. I will survive.

Pusing
teamoHada

March,12,2019

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